Can I just say, you don't know why the van was there, don't let it eat you up. You made the decision that you were going to address it? If you are still thinking that way I personally would do it sooner rather than later as it seems to be getting bigger and bigger for you. It really may not be what you think, as with all the gyny stuff a few weeks ago. Have you seen this thread in newcomers?
Remember, Michelle says what you focus on expands. I'm not saying that the infidelity isn't happening I'm just concerned about what is healthy for you.
Sorry about the job
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I want to experience love and joy again, now, not is some indefinite future fantasy that is just a way of coping. I want life to be more than this pain and hurt and anger
You will, and it will I promise! It's hard to see now (I have to look very hard for myself) but I'm pretty sure it's out there somewhere, I just know I gotta do this first to find it.
