Inviting H to a football event would be good if I had someone who liked to go with me and could get him along. That's one of the reasons I started my football group; I'm hoping that with time it'll become something H might like to come to every now and again (and also I do like football).
H has referred to CEO twice in the past 6 months. Every now and again I'll tell him something that CEO's done. The first mention H made was in March- 'Sounds like he fancies you' and the second (June) was H saying 'That CEO guy looks old'. I guess he was a little jealous then, but not enough to do anything about it. Austin told H a story on Wednesday about how my head accidentally touched CEO's crotch a few months ago(it was an honest accident as a result of the way he was standing and things he was showing me on my computer- sure he doesn't remember it, or I hope not at least). We were all laughing about it, but I wonder if it affected H in any way. Not that you could tell if it had. He probably just thought me being pursued by someone else is what I deserve and he deserves to loose me for what he's done. The guilt/shame/inadequacy thing is so annoying.
One thing I noticed when we were out on Wednesday was that at one point H's eyes were shining- something had upset him. It might have been related to something I was telling him about my family, or the change in my behaviour, but he didn't say anything and there wasn't the opportunity to ask. Maybe he'll miss me this week and something will happen, but I somehow doubt it. He's totally perplexing- not away from me and not with me. Pppphhhttttt.
Thanks for the concert suggestions- I'll look them up tomorrow!
