Gosh....it feels like I'm really moving on and getting some closure. I'm happy and I'm sad....I'm grieving the loss of the future I planned for myself. Our D is at the age when he and I could actually start spending quality time with one another again as she is gone so much but that isn't going to happen now. I guess I'm finally starting to realize I might have the opportunity of that future with someone else. It's not my first choice but I know I will not stay alone forever and pine a way for a love that is not reciprocated.
You sound really good CW. You are sounding strong and ready to start moving forward.
I don't really have any sage advice (as you know from my sitch), but it does seem like your H is annoyed at your lack of contact with him. He doesn't seem like he is done. Not that I am advocating stopping yourself from moving forward- I think you are showing just how strong a woman you are. I am just saying, in your sitch, I wouldn't be surprised at an 11th hour about face. In the meantime, I like what am seeing from you.
Me-43 H-46 M 12 yrs 7/09 T 15 2 grown kids bomb 7/05/07 H moved out 8/04/07 11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing
