You know, part of my problem has always been that I'm attracted and feel chemistry with very few men. With my H it was instant and I've always been attracted to him....he just "does it for me". It's been so weird when I've been out in social situations lately because men have definitely taken an interest but I feel two things....one is I feel like to even think about another man would make me unfaithful and the other is that...well it's actually no feeling...I have sincerely not felt attraction to anyone and I'm scared I never will. Not only because I still love H, but because even before I met him I didn't get that butterfly in my stomach feeling for very many men.
