I did let him buy dinner, but then we went to a club and I bought the drinks.
I had a good time. It has been a LONG time since I've been at a place like where we went. Actually, I'll say a LONG time since i went with more of a single mentality. It was a pool hall, but had a dance floor and DJ. Most of the patrons were in their 20's I think. What was interesting to me was how friendly they were- guys and gals. When H and I would go out to places like that, I don't remember being paid that much attention to; a little bit, but nothing like last night. Probably just because I wasn't putting off the "I'm married" vibe. Anyway, it was nice to feel like if I really MUST go back out into the single world, it won't be totally horrible.
I'm supposed to go to a meetup picnic today..but the weather is looking kinda crappy. And I am starting to burn out.
*sigh*
Last time I heard from H was now 2 days ago with the "Still feel like poop" text. That's a pretty bad sign. Would have loved for him to have contacted me so that I could say "sorry, I'm busy at that time", but alas, no such luck. I am not going to contact him. Part of me wonders if I am being 'rude' with NC. If I assume he really IS sick, then shouldn't I at least drop a text asking if he is feeling better? Not to ask to get together, just to say "hey-hope you're feeling better". If he was a GF that had been sick for 4 days, I would be checking in to see how they felt...ugh-conflicted on what to do. He may be feeling that I am trying to 'punish' him by not sending him a text-especially since a week ago, I totally would have done that, so this is out of character for me.
Me-43 H-46 M 12 yrs 7/09 T 15 2 grown kids bomb 7/05/07 H moved out 8/04/07 11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing
