Tomorrow my Husband will be leaving again for CA for a 2 week business trip. He will be away for S13 birthday, which I am not too happy about.
I am actually irritated that this trip was scheduled as I have only just started a new job and with 6 young kids at home and they are in 3 different schools, it's a bit mind boggling.
I am trying to figure out a plan to juggle everything. I think we have come up with a solution, I will know Monday if it works out.
I know I really have nothing to complain about, I managed when he was gone all of the time before. I just hate that it is always me that has to make the sacrifices.
I feel myself begining to detach again, it is easier for me then to talk about things. I know, a bad habit that is left over for me from MLC.
I started writing him a letter, which I will put in his suitcase tomorrow. He will get it when he arrives there.
Other then this, everything else is going well. The new job is hard work, but I am learning stuff.
I am also working about 10-15 hours a week cooking for a local place, making their homemade soups and desserts, which I really enjoy doing.
The big kids will be home next week to celebrate their Brother turning 14. He will be very happy to have them around for his special day.
Have a blessed weekend,
(((((hugs))))
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
