Ali, I guess things are "normal" again. When we were talking yesterday I mentioned Thursday night and told him about this guy who works for a Canadian law firm here and how he sometimes needs someone to do freelance trnaslations. I failed to mention he's old enough to be my Dad. I think there's a fine line between jealously and resentment with xh so I need to be careful.
The DB coach said that I shouldn't text or call him much and try not to invite him to do much...the goal is for him to invite me. Although, when I do invite he usually accepts. She said he needs to see what a D is really like.
We were supossed to go to the park today with D but he sent me a text this morning saying that he had forgotten that his friend is having a baby shower for his W today. This is a friend whom he has known for about 20 years and I've known for 10. I'd like it if we could go too but I think he might find it uncomfortable.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
