I am here lol!!! It has been a really tough week. BFF Rose is relentles, and I really think that our friendship has suffered greatly.
After the fiasco last friday, she sent me an email saying how mad she was, and that she thought I was selfish and ungrateful. She also said that I was selfish with H, that I wouldn't stop calling him when he told me too. That was a low blow.
Well, today she told me I could buy her H's car, but I would have to pay it first and couldn't drive it until I did. So, there goes the changes for a car.
Cie la vie...I will think of something!!!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Is it possible that it is her H that has reservations about loaning you the car and not Rose?
Regardless, I am sure things will work themselves out. There were a couple years in college I didn't have a car and it was rough at times, but I managed.
(((Lola)))
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
No it is her. She has been putting me through hell all week, blasting the gangsta rap, not speaking to me. I have tried to apologize to her, and talk about it, but she wants no part of it. Soooo...I don't know. I guess I will be getting to know the bus routes very well!!!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I took the bus for a while last year because STBXH and I were sharing his car as my old one had died and I hadn't gotten my new one yet. This was about the same time I started finding out about the A and online chats and Craigslist stuff and we were fighting all the time. Then I'd have to go to him and be like, can I borrow your car for a little bit? Um...yeah. Can you say awkward? Lol
He never said no, but still! I started getting a lot more familiar with the busses and the train system.
((((((Lola)))))))
So sorry that things with her are so strained. That just sucks. But I'm sure you will be fine regardless.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
Well today is the day. The bankruptcy will be filed.
I am not really sure how I feel about this...I remember the last appointment where I was such a mess. I guess we will see.
Off to the shower...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
You know it seems significant to me too, maybe it's the familiarity of it. It's those small things that really demonstrate closeness.
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
