thanks Jimi.....

Hubby just left with the kids....

He has such a pained look in his eyes when he looks at me.

I looked him in the eyes and said..so ....last Sunday when you went to get your stuff from OW house..did you know you were not coming back...

His jaw dropped...he said I dont know san....

He said he did not want to talk about it right now.

I asked him ..is this your FINAL decision?..are you gone for good this time?..what am I to do?..do you want me to pack your things?

All he could say was...I dont know...

I asked if we could talk about things..he said not now...well duh..your leaving in 10 minutes..

I looked him in the eyes...and said You know I kove you right?.....

a tear streamed down my cheek....

he looked at me and said...I know san..i know...

I can feel that he loves me..I see it in his eyes...Why cant I reach him......
I hurt so bad inside...


Sandy

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