Digging in for the long haul. I believe I have refound myself and my goals. I review them every day to stay focused. Something that has building up inside of myself has finally hit. I am good with who I am, who I am becoming and will be fine no matter the outcome (actually better then before). As my C said the only way to walk through h@ll is to go straight through it or be burned for a long time. I am trying to spin this as best I can as growing pains, works most of the time.
As a side note to yesterday my W did say that she needed to get the D done with because she is tired of the pain. Interesting perspective on the whole thing.
D11 rode the bus to the house yesterday. So I had to go out and get her. She did not want to leave and had a pretty bad attitude. Finally got her going and gave her a speech on the way back. She calmed down and we had a good evening together. Rented a couple movies (Hoodwinked is pretty funny) got some take out and had a good night. We were going fishing this morning, but her stomach is hurting her. So sent her back to bed.
I will go and take her back to the W later. Drop her off, toss a truth dart and head back. Time to go out tonight and enjoy myself.
A warrior does not give up on what he loves, he finds the love in what he does
