He said it just happened, no big deal.

[Lyn]

Just journaling now (is that a word? I suck at english, math is my thing) Tonight he is acting like he did in Feb when he dropped the Bomb. normally I would follow and hound "what's going on, what's your problem, etc. etc. etc." but instead I'm sitting here pounding these keys. So maybe if Michelle's cheeseless tunnels works, I might have made a tiny diff. Still not sure it's worth it? Also, another issue for me, I actually had a life a long time ago and for many years. One of the reasons I lost it (I know, I GAVE it up) was because he didn't like it. So NOW I'm supposed to do it again and push him away again. Feels counter productive.