just having a sad lonely night. D is at sleepover, H left to play "pool", not even sure if he will be home tonight. Worrying about the drinking/driving/OW. So hard living here isolated from family. I feel like the only person in the universe. Wish I had a real friend here to come over. I pray tomorrow will be better.
Me 53 H 50 D16, D29 M 22 years bomb 7/08 INH - alien pod replaces H 8/08 - OW (direct report), I work there also bomb II - H moves 10/1 expose ow 10/22 D to be final 9-09
