Yeah. I love books. Problem is I read them too fast! Hehe. I have a couple of friends who work at a bookstore that I used to work at too and I just texted to see if they are working tomorrow. If so I might drive out there to say hi and to get a book or two or three. . .lol.

I also want to pack my laptop up and go to Starbucks and do a little writing. I wanted to do this a few weeks ago but ended up spending the day with hubby instead. Highly doubt that will happen this time \:\) So I might do that since my family will be gone most of the day.

Then Sunday is church and hanging out with my family at home.

Monday I'll be back to work again.

So I should make it through.

I was just thinking about a time right before I left the apartment I lived in with my hubby and I had just read DR and joined these boards and I "went dark" on him while we were still living together and we did not speak for 5 days before I finally broke the silence. Later in an argument he said they were the best 5 days of his life. . . \:\(

I doubt he feels that way now but I just remembered that a few minutes ago and it made me sad. I know they all say hurtful things but how could not speaking to the one you love be a good thing? I have no idea what was/is wrong with him. Grr!

Today I was kinda of tempted to start looking online for a new "friend" to chat with. I don't really know why. It just popped into my head. It would never go anywhere but I was just thinking it would be nice to rush home and IM with someone or have that "can't wait to check my email" feeling. I get that way about these boards a little but I guess I want more. I know I am just missing my hubby and that there is no way I want or am ready for a new relationship but it is weird that it came to mind, even if only for a moment.

Oh well. I'm not going to do it anyways. But I am sure that says something about my state of mind. Detachment or desperation?

~Daisy