Thanks for checking on me. I am OK, just tired from having alot to do at work and at home and not getting enough sleep. So I haven't had as much time to check the BB or respond to posts.
Often, I get negative thoughts about my situation but it seems God always send things to me to remind me to stop looking at my circumstances, or stop listening to my H's negative words.
I didn't post this but:
I heard from my H on Sun night. I nearly fell off my chair when I picked up the phone and it was him! He must have heard about flooding in my town. He called and said he'd been thinking about me and wanted to know if the house flooded. Chatted for about 10 minutes or so, then he was in a big hurry to get off the phone.
My mind has been wondering (all week) why he was in a rush. BUT I am very thankful that he called. I think God did move him to call because I actually was crying to God that day, wondering if my H cared whether I was affected by the floods or whether he'd be happier if I was no longer alive (because his dilemmma surrounding our M would be gone).
