Ready, your the only adult male contact I have in my life right now. I am going to take anything I can get.
Ok, so I have been doing some thinking. Michelle says to do some 180's and monitor results. I have always been a strong person and tend to be stuborn as well. Especially when it has come to my illness. I know that my H needs to be appreciated and admired, and I have been trying to give him that. Now I think he has a need to be needed as well. That way he gets a since of accomplishment. I emailed him today and asked him if he would be willing to come over and help with the yard work this weekend. He responded back immediately "Absolutely!" He then wanted to know how I was feeling as well.
I am not trying to find too much hope, but I am looking for ways to try and fill is love bank back up with me. If it doesnt work, then I gave it my all. Not getting my hopes up though. Just trying to validate him as a person. I have to say, though, for someone who is so done with me I sure see him alot. Again, maybe someone needs to hit me with a 2x4 so that I dont fall. I really am trying not to read anything into this.
Last edited by brokenhearted; 09/20/0812:40 AM.
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008
