I'm glad that you will make sure to have fun this party too! yup, I remember that 180 party. I'm kinda like you too with that, although it was our kid's b=day parties, not our parties, but I remember one time I even ended up crying and hiding out somewhere because everything just wasn't going right and H wasn't doing what I needed. I've learned from that! I'm so glad we're not like that anymore! we'll have to make sure we never go back to it too.
so, speaking of b-days, when is yours, and when is H takin you out??? I'm really excited to hear about it!
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."