Husband's Missed Oppotunity #2

[blindsided1]

Thank you Forrest. I know that I deserve better than what he has to offer. I have to keep reminding myself of that. It's just really painful to know that I was just starting to get to the point of detaching somewhat and then I get this blow. What a horrible blow. I can't even believe that this is actually happening although, I knew that she was trying desperately to get pregnant. He doesn't know that I know she's pregnant. That's what I get for snooping (he should have changed his email password). I remember him saying to me that maybe the reason we had such a hard time getting pregnant was because we weren't meant to be together. And, NOW, he got her pregnant right away. So, I guess he just proved his case. It must make him feel wonderful for him to think he made the right decision to leave his family for someone who was looking for someone's husband. She couldn't get her first boyfriend to marry her even though she had two children with him, so I guess she has succeeded in her mission and he has also. My Mom said that when he finally does tell me, I should ask if she knows who the father is?

It hurts like hell to think that he is excited about starting his family with OW and he hurt me soooo badly.

This is sooo not fair. I didn't do anything to deserve this.