I guess my sitch is boring nowadays, huh?

This morning I woke up to another one of those dreams where I am trying my hardest to break up JA and ow. I try to convince people that what she has done is wrong, but no one believes me. I try to convince JA what we had was special, and that doesn't work. I then try to publicly humiliate the ow or try to hurt her somehow.

I think what triggered this dream was looking at pictures that JA gave to the boys of their Bush Garden's trip with the ow. She wasn't in any of the pictures but I know she was the one taking them. It's a reminder to me that she was there with MY family having a good time on a family trip when it is me that should of been there.

Also, in all the pictures I got to see the way the boys were dressed. He has brought them all new clothes for his place. They were all wearing matching necklaces too.

I really think JA likes being a single Dad.

I have to find a way to let go of this anger.


Me:35, ex: 36
Sons: 9 & 7
Bomb: July, 2006
Divorced 2009