whapu

i miss you

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you have great wisom there

you and bethie both have given me lots to think about

i think that handling this correctly will be a great test for me

i think my beleifs make trying to hear what the other person is saying very difficult
and
their defensiveness pisses me off which makes me lash out

ugh

i need to stop this unhealthy cycle in me

i have serious issues when people get defensive and stop listening

it shuts me down

maybe writing it out
so i can see the consistencies for myself
will help me understand what is happening better

or at least give me something tangible