I am here lol!!! It has been a really tough week. BFF Rose is relentles, and I really think that our friendship has suffered greatly.

After the fiasco last friday, she sent me an email saying how mad she was, and that she thought I was selfish and ungrateful. She also said that I was selfish with H, that I wouldn't stop calling him when he told me too. That was a low blow.

Well, today she told me I could buy her H's car, but I would have to pay it first and couldn't drive it until I did. So, there goes the changes for a car.

Cie la vie...I will think of something!!!

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..