i know i always USED to attract the whack jobs that would propose on date #2, stalkers, freakshow guys
it was me doing that
when i realized what type of person i REALLY wanted to attract and then tailored behaviors and such for that (you know...what we put out into the universe is what we get back)
the pressure of finding a relationship or the right job or the right person or the right whatever
all those pressures were distracting me from what was necessary...which was me...i was sending out those desperate needy feelings which brough in desperate needy people
the truth came to me when i realized the person i wanted to be and worked to make that happen
when i stopped placing the blame elsewhere
and realized it came from within
now i am at a wonderful job with a wonderful man and an amazing family
my relationships with those people that are important to me improved and when crazy happened to venture in, i was able to get rid of it in record time
