letting go

[artteach]

It seems like it has been so long but he really only has been home since the middle of July (was back and forth for a couple of months before that) He told me the other day that he does not want to break up, maybe before but not anymore, I think he still needs to get his head together and as much as I want to help him with that I can't. I do feel like I am the only one working on this and sometimes I wonder if it is really worth it and yes how long can I go on like this? Today he was supposed to stop by my work to pick up some papers he left at home, still has not called and I have kept myself busy so far (I start at 7:30am so it has been a few hours) so as not to call him and see what is going on. Going to wait it out and if he stops by that's good if not then no problem. Not going to sit by the phone and wait. At least that is my plan.