drama, drama, drama... been there done that, know what it looks like, have no doubts I feed into it & off of it.
being physically pushed into a corner when I try to leave a room is not my idea of just drama.
then having the blamed for it heaped on my shoulders as I hunched in the same corner crying.. well... i think i make bad choices.
He says this morning he is done, he has again crossed his own boundaries of what he will tolerate for his own... why does he have to get to the point where he totally destroys any trust he has rebuilt to acknowledge doing that is unacceptable? Where is impulse control?
I'm am checked out emotionally today... i am numb inside.
Yet can not seem to function.. I want to crawl back into bed and sleep, yet have too much riding on doing work: at work, at school, at home and really no idea how to even start.
I guess just one foot in front of the other. thanks for listening Bridge
Divorced 03/2010 Mom to two amazing kids
Taking the road less traveled because those encountered on the way may be just as unique.
