I know how you feel. You are singing my song only I am a little farther into the process than you are...my H left the first of June this year. He says the same thing...isn't interested in trying it again...blah blah blah. His selfishness amazes me...no regard for me or our D and our feelings.
Listen the best advice I can give you is to be patient. Come here and vent. Read what others are going through...it helps to know you aren't the only person going through the pain. The truth is there is no telling what will end up happening for sure, but what is for sure is that you will survive no matter what the outcome.
Have you both worked out how you will handle visitation with the kids? In my sitch that has recently become a sticky subject. My 13 year old D isn't too keen on wanting to spend as much time with H as he would like and he thinks I should force her. Separation seems to be harder on older kids.
Hang in there...I'll keep an eye out for you and be happy to lend an ear.
