Just checking up on you. The funeral sounded nice. I am glad to hear that the OM wasn't there. That would have been so inappropriate for everyone. At least she had enough class not to bring him to such a big family oriented gathering. Besides I am sure her mother would not have wanted her daughter's lover at her funeral.
I understand being in a tailspin after hearing her tell you that she loves you. If you remember correctly, my xh told me that all of the time, told me that he didn't want to divoce, and even recently he told me that he will always love me and doesn't know if he will ever get over losing me! If only he understood that he didn't have to lose me. He chose to go down the other path. I was standing there with my arms open to him for so long, wanting to work on the marriage. It makes you just feel all messed up inside when they say those things. But everyone kept reminding me that the words dont' mean a lot. Actions are what really count. Your W doesn't act like a loving person to you. That is what makes me really sad for you. She sees what a wonderful husband, father and man you are and still choses to turn away. I am so sorry.
Hugs
Sara
Me-31 H-38 M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs No kids Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06 Found out about OW 12-24-07 Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08 OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08 OW is back 4-19-08 H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08 Filed for divorce 6-5-08 Divorced 7-2-08
