I'll tell you what bothers me. What bothers me is how varied are personal standards of integrity. I'm not talking about my wife here, because I know her so well, I can almost understand how she has ended up here.
It's the other men that I don't understand. Are they so hard up and their integrity so low that it doesn't bother them at all to be involved with a married woman? I just don't understand it at all.
Not much to report so far today except the continued wishing that I had some real tangible proof instead of all these individual bits of information that can each be explained away. Taken together, they tell a story, but, individually, they can all be explained away with a harmless explanation.
I had parent teacher conferences tonight. My oldest daughter is doing very well in school. She is liking her new school and her teachers all had good things to say about her. That was nice. As I start to do things like this without my W, I'm starting to feel more like I've gotten a life or that I've at least expanded my life to be bigger than just obsessing about my marriage and my wife. That's a very good thing.
