I like to post honestly. And the one area where I no longer feel comfortable posting honestly is about the actual interactions I have with the men I meet in an R context. I use to at one time roughly a year ago.
That is why I haven't posted about a single interaction with the men during my vacation - other than those that led to R-related conversations. And I have brushed off questions from most friends off the BB - probably something I need to not do - that whole trust thing... I have posted about some of the interactions that are "believable."
Truth be told - well - when I think about my experiences - they sound unbelievable to me - like I must have imagined them myself. They are very flattering - but at the same time scare me.
I ramble on about all sorts of stuff and really it doesn't bother me when they are challenged. This one is a real issue that has stumped me - that is why I keep avoiding facing it over and over again. I probably need to call my C to talk about those things I can't post about here. Besides if you don't post all of the fact - well really it is tough for anyone to provide real solutions...
