Oh Betsey you have NO idea how happy your post made me! thank you!!

the unanniversary -- can't wait till i am there...able to say it ON the day that it was all good.

can i ask you about mr. w....?? is there an ow or was there? i kinda remember but not really.. I think it is so cooooool how you have gotten to where you are...

stepping out of the toilet has been a little bit smelly with some times of dripping --- but slowly walking away adn not desiring to get flushed anymore! HA!! i do miss him and yes I think you are right..letting go of the "i tried so hard etc etc." is a tough one for me... and then add on that both my neice and my sister are getting married--- well again those events have tempted me back into the toilet..but not going there...Did you know it smells in there??????????? (didn't knwo i could be so funny huh?)

trying to untangle myself...can't beleive how entwined you can be with someone you have nothing with... you know those little things that grab you back..

oh yes - and thank you for not saying moving on..cause well i am just "Doing the do baby..." i have learned taht forward motion is enevitable....the next d comes whteher you want it to or not.... and i am tired of not letting it come.... i am exhausted.

M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again