Wife or ex-wife I don't know she swears she is through she feels free a weight has been lifted I am not a bad person both of us crying I think she was crying in frustration ect. I just need to vent-cry-shout what ever I am so screwed up right now I love her but its never going to happen that she will come back. She says I don't listen just ignore her I never changed I did not listen or see the signs so when I asked her about the internet chats late night, issues I asked about but was rebuffed but still I did not listen she wont see I was terrified I was unable to do right for doing the wrong thing so I guess I go what I deserved ? , so I think again she has made her mind up and locked the door and she has the only key.
