(((ITH))) im sorry your H is spitting such venom at you. and i agree - this is the worlds craziest rollercoaster ride. ever.
I am happy you got to see what changes you are making for your M. it will only make you a more amazing woman! all these changes are for US. really. it also happens to help our M's.
I think maybe your H is so confused at the "new" you - he is pissed and doesnt know how to act.
i would say dont give up- keep up the DBing.
But he has no right to treat you the way he is- it isnt about you at all. nothing warrants that kind of rage. it is his own inner demons. just saty lovingly distant.
You seem very detached-a nd i think that is part of this process. i think your H is doing you a favor actually by being this way- it s allowing you to deatch from his emotional ups and downs. otherwise you would get motion sickness!
i agree- vent and scream and cry here. xo xo P
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