Hi - thank you so much for your input. I want my family back together so bad - the best situation for everyone but I need to be able to trust it and the fact that my exh has changed so much. He actually is the person he was when we first met - I just need to have faith I think.
I was not perfect in our marriage either and through discussion we have had over the past few months I definatly did things to push him away as well....
