Not sure....

I think in all this he fears losing a realationship with the kids....

It bothers him that people look at him with disgust..
It bothers him that he has lost the respect of friends and family.

He has stated he is afraid of hurting me again.. guess that should have been my biggest clue that he was waffling.

m/39
h/40
t/20,m/19
d14
d10
s3
3/19/08 ILYBNILWY
7/21/08 A W/Best Friend