Ohhh ITH this sure is a rollercoaster. Just like Daisy is going through right now too on figuring out how she feels about her H, we ALL go through it. I know all too well when all this first happened I was soo bitter after the first month that he left. I hated him, I wanted nothing to do with such an irresponsible man that couldn't appreciate me, I could do better!!!
Of course I have come off that train of thought and feel that my M is something worth saving now.
So please rant, rave and vent all you want here. Get it out. There are definatly going to be days that you are not positive and days that you are. Go dark for awhile and just work on yourself right now. Do whatever you can to have a PMA!!
