wow a lockout.

[Gman3388]

I spoke to W 2 times so far today. She seems to be in a better mood. One good thing...I mentioned that my abdominal muscles hurt today as I was working out yesterday. W said that is good.
She acknowledged that I have lost weight too.
25 LBS so far!

[Imageer]

Good for you. At my max, I had lost 54 lbs. I've gained a bit back, but it is mostly muscle. I slacked off during the summer, so it's a little fat too

[Gman3388]

Last night was nice. W came home from work and we each goofed around on our computers some. She said she was hungry so she made a Mc D run and got us some food.
I had brought home 2 DVD's and W asked if I saw them yet. I said no and since they wont play in the PS2, she joined me in bed for one of the movies. We didn't see much of the movie since we both fell asleep.
It was nice to wake up with her beside me this morning.

[Gman3388]

Not much to report today...
She is still in bed with me,which is nice.
Today she got a few things for the fish tank and discussed it with me on the phone.
She also gave me some money towards bills. Hopefully this will continue because it has been a major sticking point for us.

[Gman3388]

Good for you. At my max, I had lost 54 lbs. I've gained a bit back, but it is mostly muscle. I slacked off during the summer, so it's a little fat too

Ya Im acually starting to enjoy it too.
Its a great stress releiver. Even my kids noticed! At the dinner table the other day S10 poked me in the chest and said "Daddy you have pecs!"

[Gman3388]

This past weekend I took my boys on a scout outing. We had a great time with camping and all the great activities.
D8 stayed home with Mommy who was canning all weekend.
she did tomato sauce, apple sauce and even made apple butter which is my all time favorite.

I couldn't quite shake the feeling that maybe W had a "friend" over on Friday night however. well its a maybe....
D8 spent the night that night at a friends house. When I last spoke to her that night, she was at the liquor store getting a bottle. When I came home I noticed that the new bottle wasnt even touched. the old one still had a little in it.
Odd....

Saturday Wife's grandmother's hubby passed away. While it was W grandfather, he was still a part of the family.
When we came home on Sunday, we told the kids. D8 cried but the boys handled it OK.
I helped her all afternoon with canning and got a few "loving looks"
All last night her cell kept ringing but she ignored it.
wonder why?

[Gman3388]

I couldn't quite shake the feeling that maybe W had a "friend" over on Friday night however. well its a maybe....
D8 spent the night that night at a friends house. When I last spoke to her that night, she was at the liquor store getting a bottle. When I came home I noticed that the new bottle wasn't even touched. the old one still had a little in it.
Odd....

This has been confirmed...she did.

[Imageer]

I feel for you man. I don't understand your W at all. I don't even know what to suggest.

I do know that if she brought OW in the house as soon as you walked out for the weekend, I'd be pissed. Does she realize how disrespectful that is?

[Gman3388]

Hi Ima
well its OM actually. I'm sure she does but who knows what she is thinking.
I'm just going to continue to focus on me and the kids.

[Gman3388]

I'm just wondering if it comes up, do I asked her who was there over the weekend? Ya I already know but I want to hear what she says.
I'm tired of being the door mat. Ive gone dim and she knows it.
Her actions have been friendly while mine have been neutral.
The only exceptions were the past few days because of her other grandpa's death. Yesterday we went to her first grandfathers grave. She hasn't been there since he died back in 98.
I wondered what went through her mind as they were close.

I don't want it over..not by a long shot but I want her to realize that I wont stand for her bringing someone into our home, while our daughter is sleeping in the other room. Nor will I stand for her bringing OM in our home while the kids and I aren't home. I'm just not sure how to say it.