I am really trying to detach and do the right things mostly I am working on myself trying to learn to love myself unconditionally, which is hard I've always looked to women to validate me, and so for the first time in my life I am alone, and it is scary but it also is where I need to be, in my future I want healthy relationships, I want to be the man God wants me to be, I wish my WAW will notice, but if not I have to accept it and move on. Everybody at work tells me it's over move on and I hate hearing that because I have faith, and I hope I'm not in denial, thank you all for responding I have noone to talk about this with........ I come home from work and look to see if anyone has responded please keep responding I need it another thing I swear it seems she is looking at me from afar but when I get closer she won't look at all what does that mean??????
