Lodo, so sorry. I'm surprised your XW or your L or someone didn't warn you!!! That's horrible to do it that way!!! Well always horrible, but ykwim. I don't know what to say really, but I do know that you are a wonderful guy and deserve a wonderful R with someone that can really be there for you. I know that will happen for you when you're ready eventually. ((((Lodo))))) Karen
