You guys are so right. I just need to refocus and relax.
I plan on making new goals, and I will post them soon.
I actually had a great night last night. Trivia was fun and about a half hour after I got there, my H was texting me telling me that he has an electrician over at my place to look at the electical hookup for our hottub. I said that he could stay there until I got home around 9.
He did. And on my way out of trivia I ran into 3 of his new friends that are all bar tenders from other bars in town. They all said Hi to me and it was the first time I have been able to talk to them with out my H around. They were asking lots of ?'s about why we dont live together yet. It was weird becuase I see now that even they think he is crazy for the way he is living. They said they try to always make him walk home when he is wasted and that they thought I should give him some sort of ultimatums.
I didnt agree with them. But I was happy they are on my side and look after my H when I am not there.
Anyways, the night with my H was great. He said he wants to hang with me again tonight. I was just freaking out and feeling down. I know I should know better. I am just so happy that I can vent here. THANKS, I will pop back in later, TIPPER
