I think I am heading to first

[yenko69]

I am more aware of the length of time then I was before. I have been reading on here more then I have. I am reading from all the forums. I am also going to read my goals everyday along with a couple other things and stay focused.

My W called a little while ago. She could not find the insurance card for her car. Talked a little about SD16's birthday coming up. She said she was worried about me since I did not go to work today. That if I ever needed to talk then she was there for me. That I need to be more open. I told her I was more open. She said that you shut me out. I told her we needed to talk sometime soon. She said it scared her when I tell her that.

Then I told her I was going to get my own lawyer. She asked me why. I said that I needed my own advice. She said that she had the appointment with L tomorrow and that we had settled everything. I just said that I pretty well agree with everything and just want to get all the details taken care of. Then she said that she was going to look stupid if I change things. I said I would never try and make her look stupid. She said that my L would then.

Somewhere in there she said something about me making her stay in the house. I told her that was up to her. She said that it would not make sense to pay rent on two places and a house payment and that I would not move back in so she could move.

Then there was some emotional response from her, not sure what exactly, when she said she had to go.

Still working on what all to say tomorrow. Any advice would be great.