What do I do now?

[lost3031]

It's funny that you ask this, because in our MC session yesterday we had this same discussion. I gave him three specific examples of things that he could do to show me that I was a priority for him and worthy of his time, and he was noncommittal to all of them. He said that even though he didn't think they were unreasonable things for me to ask from him, he didn't know if he could always do them. I hate to say it, but a lot of the things we discussed yesterday seemed to pretty much nail the coffin closed for us. It kind of angered me because all the things he is asking of me are pretty huge and I told him if he thought he would be able to do the few very small things I asked of him, I would be able to make all the changes he asked of me... yet he couldn't say he could do those few small things. All of this just sort of solidifies the feelings that I've had for years - that I'm always going to be on the back burner and that there is always going to be something that takes priority over me... It breaks my heart, but I feel like in his own way he's admitting that he'll never be willing to give me what I need.