I think its hard to compare to what attracted him to me...that was 19 years ago. I was 19 years old..with no responsibilities. We were kids....
Now we have jobs, bills, kids, yard work.. etc
With OW he has no responsibilities...
She pays her bills,cleans her house, does her yard work and takes care of her own child...
He has the easy life...
My only hope is he will miss the life WE created.... I just dont see that happening. At some point he is going to make a decision and stick to it..quit waffling back and forth.
I just hope that this isnt that moment....
But, I am off today and will try not to dwell. Need to get some house cleaning done and kids have counseling and soccer tonight.
Trust me when I hear you all saying detach...i know it makes sense....
My heart is just struggling and I cant get control... I am overly emotional.
Its hard to accept that everything you have done and work towards for 19 years is crashing down and gone.
