Thankyou so much. I am crying a bit as I type this.
She has hurt me so, so much for such a long, long time. Months and months of this. Still she came back, professed she loves me and he was just filling a gap, has dates as both a couple and a full family, and then drops me again with blank stares.
I am just shell-shocked and feel like a pendulum between absolute heartbreak/despair and total numbness. My appetite is lagging and I am once again finding it very difficult to sleep. I am also furious that she could be, right now, telling THAT MAN she has just 'been a bit pressured' over the last 10 weeks or some other daft excuse and that she wants to pick things back up. (Puppy... did you read that question I asked about should I tell him?)
