Morning all, Could use some of that enpowerment from T2L and Marisol today. Just started off bad and feeling sorry for myself. Today is my birthday, and neither H or D15 remembered. My other D28 sent me a text message (God bless her she never forgets), I sent her a note back and she asked what D15 said, I told her they forgot. 5 minutes later get a text from D15 saying she was sorry she forgot. H is playing flag football tonight and I have an appt with MC at 5. Not the way I planned on spending my birthday. 3 years ago H and Ds threw me a big surprise 5-0 party. It was wonderful and I can't help comparing today and then -- only 3 years ago. Where did it go so wrong. Need to avoid H today because I feel like I could come apart. 12 more days till he moves out. I feel so down.
Me 53 H 50 D16, D29 M 22 years bomb 7/08 INH - alien pod replaces H 8/08 - OW (direct report), I work there also bomb II - H moves 10/1 expose ow 10/22 D to be final 9-09