Morning all, Could use some of that enpowerment from T2L and Marisol today. Just started off bad and feeling sorry for myself. Today is my birthday, and neither H or D15 remembered. My other D28 sent me a text message (God bless her she never forgets), I sent her a note back and she asked what D15 said, I told her they forgot. 5 minutes later get a text from D15 saying she was sorry she forgot. H is playing flag football tonight and I have an appt with MC at 5. Not the way I planned on spending my birthday. 3 years ago H and Ds threw me a big surprise 5-0 party. It was wonderful and I can't help comparing today and then -- only 3 years ago. Where did it go so wrong. Need to avoid H today because I feel like I could come apart. 12 more days till he moves out. I feel so down.


Me 53
H 50
D16, D29
M 22 years
bomb 7/08 INH - alien pod replaces H
8/08 - OW (direct report), I work there also
bomb II - H moves 10/1
expose ow 10/22
D to be final 9-09