I can relate. My W came back a little while ago and really threw my head in a spin. She is seeing a L friday so I imagine she will file soon. I am still fighting for her, but some days I am not even sure she is what I want anymore. I am also sure she will carry this through and we will be D soon.
Sometimes it is hard to pick your self up and let the past go. Just make that choice and do it. Stay busy and enjoy life as much as you can. I chose yesterday to enjoy the day and did, that was after her telling me in the morning that she had an appointment with a lawyer and needed to get this over with.
