germ04 This sounds crazy but if the goal of a marriage is to get your partner to heaven, her unfaithfulness might have been your springboard to sainthood!
Hey Germ, I'm no saint, just trying to get by in life and love my kids
Germ and yenko, The I love you speech, really messed with my head, I couldn't get W out of my thoughts all day yesterday, I want to forget her and move on with my life. I thought I was doing fine, then after the speech It felt like I took ten steps backwards. Going over in my head everything I already thought about, how did I get to this point, what could I have done, how great it was to hold her, and on and on and on.
Was really depressed yesterday - home from work today, cleaning, been crazy around here the last couple of days - got to get my head screwed on straight and live, love, and grow.
I cannot just keep swimming in circles
W41 M10.75 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 W files for D 07/18/08 Date I'll forgive W for A = never
