Thanks Julia, ITH & Daisy!!!! I did have a bit of a glow this morning!!
Daisy - Oh I know!! After a night like that it is sooo hard to pull back but that is what I have to do. As much as it make me want to push for more I know that it will send him back into hiding.
ITH - When H left it was not on good terms. There was no talk about what was going to happen. He did say that he didn't think we could be married and there was no way to fix our R. He was very confused about everything and said ILYBNILWY. Then the next day he would ask how to fix it and he was scared. He obviouslty decided that he had to leave which some of it was my fault because I was pretty harsh on him during this time because I was hurt and it was before I discovered DR . When he was actually leaving I told him this might be the biggest mistake of his life and he looked at me with tears and said "You're right, it probably is".
JCJ - Thank you! I do feel that it went very well and I am making sure I go dark again. Actually I have no choice right now because my cell was turned off so I can't text him until I get paid next week!! LoL.
. When he was actually leaving I told him this might be the biggest mistake of his life and he looked at me with tears and said "You're right, it probably is". 
