Will do more reading.... it is just all so hard and I know I am still in denial.
Had way to much contact with hubby yesterday..all emotional... probably not good. He wants me to walk away to make it easy on him... I want him to know the deep pain he has caused.
..He is so thoughtful..he sent me a text before bed telling me I was a wonderful woman and there are lots of guys that would love to be with me... Wow..i feel better. Lots of guys..just not my husband!
Tomorrow is exactly 6 months since this has been going on..I just wish he would come to his senses.
