Since my mother's passing, I have not seen hide or hair of my ex.
Can we say guilt
He avoids me at all possible costs
When he drops the kids off he is already in the car when the kids enter the door
He has my son pick up the girls
Withdrawal?
Depression?
Where am I at? I have never been better. I have a good perspective on the situation. I see it for what it is. I take responsibility for my part of the marriage falling apart. However, I realize now it was quite fixable. Our problems were blown up by his crisis. He wanted there to be a problem to justify his lust. My finances are good. I am saving money. He says he is broke and miserable. My kids see me functioning as a normal responsible woman. My kids see him miserable, with bouts of anger, depression, and periods where he tries to run away from all his problems. My kids see me laugh and cry. I have lost so much, but gained so much wisdom. I have my integrity. He does not. I have discovered my true friends, those with character and who are willing to take a stand for what is right and wrong. He has his bimbo..... All of you on this board have been amazing. I have such deep respect for all of you. Who knows why we are going through this. I just know that I have all intent of making a wonderful thing out of a horrible situation. No matter what happens now in my sitch, I know I will be ok.
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11
