My week is okay, I suppose...I've had a cold but not one of those ones that you have to stay in bed...it's just a general annoyance.
Anyway, minor update....After drunk dial incident decided I wouldn't try and contact H again. H calls on Sunday afternoon on house phone...I don't answer it...then my cell phone rings...I don't answer it...then D's cell phone rings...she talks to her D for a few seconds and hangs up. My house phone rings again and D answers it...I could hear her say something like "she's on the phone with her friend" and then she hung up, but didn't say anything to me about needing to call anyone back.
Sooo...next day at work...phone rings I can see it's H's number but I don't want to talk (I'm embarrassed). So about 20 minutes later I get a text from him saying "since you don't return calls or answer your phone, please remind D to pack her clothes for tomorrow". Ok so seriously...like I don't know D needs to pack her clothes to go and stay with him...she's been doing this week after week for almost 4 months! Anyway...I call him and say "return what calls?" He says I called you yesterday and told D to have you call me...I explained to him she didn't tell me that. The rest of the convo went something like this:
H: So are you going to apologize to me? Me: For what? H: For calling me on Saturday and being mean to me Me: Ummm...I was not mean to you...why do you say that? H: You were all drunk and mean and you hung up on me
Note: I think he thinks I was drunker than I was
Me: No, the call was lost and I called you right back. I wasn't mean...I was stupid for calling you like that and I'm embarrassed by it, but I wasn't mean. Actually, as I recall it..you were kind of mean H: Well you called and you know I have to work the next day and I wasn't feeling well Me: Oh...well I'm sorry for bothering you...I told you I know it was a bad idea...it won't happen again H: So did any guys follow you home? Me: Nope, but if I wanted them to they would have H: Oh you sound pretty sure of yourself Me: I can't help it if people find me attractive H: You never believed you were attractive when I used to tell you you were Me: Well that was then...this is now and people tell me I'm attractive so I'm going to believe them. H: I'm glad for you Me: Me too...I'm not going to waste my life being miserable...I'm going to enjoy every minute of it H: Good for you Me: Yeah...so I guess I'll talk to you some other time H: Okay...goodbye
So that was it....haven't talked to him since. Strange...it doesn't bother me like it used to....am I getting over him?
I am still very angry about how things are going with D....she and I had a minor disagreement and she lashed out the night before she went to her Dad's and said something like "so are you going to stop loving me too?" When I asked her what she meant by that she said "well isn't that what you did to dad?" It tore my heart out. My response to her was "do I act like someone that stopped loving your dad?" She said "No, but I'm so confused" and then broke down crying about how her dad doesn't seem to care at all about how him leaving affected her. I consoled her and told her he loved her...her response was "he loves himself". Oh geez....I'm tired.
