Thanks for the reality check Sep. You are totally right. My mind is going to change every ten minutes anyways so I might as well focus on putting my ducks in a row rather than trying to figure out what to do with my DAM! Hehe.
I know there is a lot of potential but that has always been the problem. He has so much potential. I have so much potential. Our relationship has so much potential. It is just a matter of unlocking all that at once. I need to work on my potential and wait this mess out.
It's really hard right now though. He did not contact me at all today. I will stay strong tomorrow and not reach out but it is getting harder and harder to not call or text. I know it would do no good but I miss him right now. Things were going so well.
Sigh.
Well I have to get some sleep. No sense sitting up obsessing about this right now.
