Hey Sara, thanks for stopping by. I didn't think today's date was such a big thing. It really just occurred to me the other day that it was coming up, and I haven't dwelt on it. I've thought about it just a bit over the past couple of days and just wondered whether to acknowledge or not. I didn't expect anything from her, so I was not let down. It floors me though that I don't even get common courtesy that one would extend to a stranger.
I've seen often on these boards that people have said the WAS rewrites the relationship history to emphasize the bad and ignore the good. It bothers me that I'm losing touch with the good. I know it was there. I know there was plenty of it, but I find myself only remembering the frustrating and irksome things. Her actions tonight only reinforce that. What was it that I loved about her? Did she ever really, truly share and return the love to me? At this point I really don't want her back.
